Wednesday, 30 June 2010

ever-changing hair.

april 2009
june 2009
august 2009
october 2009
november 2009
december 2009
january 2010
[do not bleach your hair. this is what was left when it fell out]

may 2010
june 2010

i get bored easily.

Tuesday, 29 June 2010

severe food poisoning

and has been completely delirious for the past two days. about twenty minutes after my last post i collapsed in the bathroom and i quite literally cant remember anything after that. vaguely remember the doctor coming round to examine me, being put into a freezing cold bath and mum taking my temperature every five minutes, which at it's highest was 103.5. not pleasant at all.
i really hope i'm well enough for darwin deez otherwise i will actually cry.
on a lighter note, i have lost half a stone from being ill. hah woo...

Sunday, 27 June 2010

Saturday, 26 June 2010

bought darwin deez's album

ahh i cannot wait for thursday ♥

been to see wicked... again

this show is quite possibly the best show i have ever seen. no other show has anything on this one. this is my second visit and i just want to go back again and again. i went with my mum, and three family friends. one of the women has now seen it 8 times, (the eighth being last night). it is one of those shows you can go and see again and again. it's been so hugely successful all over the world. lee mead was fyero and he was absolutely amazing!

Friday, 25 June 2010

her tickets


visited topshop salee!

i wanted this cardi full price and POW it was in the sale!! got some SIZE 8 (!!) jeans, bodycon printed dress and a cute top too.

(i need to stop buying stuff).

oh and i also have a horrible cold. this is probably my 1238012381263 one this year. i hate my immune system, i can't breathe at all :( boo hoo!!

Thursday, 24 June 2010

Wednesday, 23 June 2010

... HOLY MOLY!!!


preordered her eclipse tickets officially cannot wait.
& i have like 30 pages left of Breaking Dawn. i dont want it to end :( boooo!

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

found a website

i want everything!!!

Sunday, 20 June 2010


everyone's doing it.

hit me up

a posh pigeon living in her garden

(he has all his toes).

he is building a penthouse suite in my conifer. with gorgeous south-facing views over ewell village. absolutely spiffing.

Friday, 18 June 2010

Scorpio 17th June 2010

Your ambition and drive to succeed are incredibly strong now. You will go to any lengths to achieve your goals, and you have the energy to do it.

Thursday, 17 June 2010

hannah louise crick is officially the happiest girl alive!!!!


(but i do wish this font would be bigger.)

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

Monday, 14 June 2010


i am going horse riding on sunday, and i cannot wait :)

Sunday, 13 June 2010

bought her tickets

darwin deez @ new slang, kingston. 1st july 2010
mystery jets @ new slang, kingston. 15th july 2010.

just downloaded their new album... its only for a sneak peak, as i have purchased the album with my ticket (so i'm not being that naughty!) ahh i can't wait for july!! i'm so glad you've returned to the land of the living, mystery jets. it's been a while since i saw you last!

Saturday, 12 June 2010


felt the familiar

i've always been fascinated by the after life; ghosts and ghouls... heaven and hell. after my grandmother died three years ago, i became more and more convinced it really existed.

it all started about a month or two after she passed. i was at work, having a tough day, when i suddenly felt a hand on my back. i automatically turned round to see who it was, but no one was there, yet i still felt the pressure on my back. it was positioned as if someone was standing next to me with their right arm held around me, resting just below my right shoulder blade. i instantly knew who it was, and i felt so deeply comforted. i felt the same thing probably about twice a week, and usually whenever i was feeling upset about something. its like she was telling me she was still there for me, not in body; but in spirit. i smiled every time and said a quiet hello.

today was different. today i could smell her. her familiar musky perfume filled, that i always loved, brought me comfort and contentment. i have been struggling badly with severe depression and have recently been diagnosed with just that. its almost like she realises how much i need her, so she's trying everything within her power to let me know she's there. so call me crazy, call me what you will, but i do believe she's watching over me very carefully and she will always be proud of me and my siblings. she may not be a ghouly "scooby doo white-sheet" ghost but she's a spirit; a lovely, beautiful, caring spirit. i will always love her and thank her for being the greatest grandmother i could have asked for.

i love you grannie

Friday, 11 June 2010

some news....



Wednesday, 9 June 2010


one word....mess.

Sunday, 6 June 2010

a love for

soo cute. a look inspired by the disney film, madeline.

Saturday, 5 June 2010

still a bit of emo in her

i cant quite believe i used to be completely in love with sonny moore, the lead singer of from first to last. oh how tastes change... but this band were a huge part of my life for quite some time. i can still listen to this as easily as any of my current tastes. it's like an old favourite movie you havent watched in a while; you still completely love it and feel totally comfortable spending time watching it. in the words of from first to last; note to self i miss you terribly, this is what we call a tragedy. but... unlike sonny moore's passionate request; i dont want you to come back to me.
i am sick of this scene, and i do need a break from this routine. & due to lack of moneys, vacation also seems very far from here. but oh well! life goes on....!!

"Two roads split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here."

oh and i dont know why for some reason this font is bigger than all my other posts... its being annoyingly awkward. booo for you blogger!!

Thursday, 3 June 2010

moved on

i may still require medicine to keep me sane, and still be having panic attacks at work, but all in all; i have moved on. i dont need you anymore, i am happy. if you can galavant around like nothing matters, then so can i. happy hannah has arrived and is never leaving again. thumbs up for summer and new friends, thumbs up for partying with my beautiful cousin on monday and for completely emerging myself in full time work and being able to buy myself pretty things to cheer myself up. and i do now have lots of pretty things, and i am selling lots of pretty things too so i can buy lots MORE pretty things.
i have exciting things coming up and im not dwelling on the past, or the present. i'm attempting a new found optimism (something im not too good at), life is wicked. i have one person that can drag me down and that person means absolutely nothing to me anymore. i have neither love nor respect for that person. so... what's stopping me!?!! preston in september..... my cousin coming to live with me..... ahhhhh its going to be a siiick couple of months!! and plenty of distractions!!! which is always good.
happy happy happy hannah.

:D yayy.

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

bought a baaargin!

bought this.......

for half the price of this!

also note; american apparel is stupidly expensive.
the end.